Full bucket

 Last couple of weeks overall have been good. It's been busy, but a good busy as far as connecting and family repairs go. It's nice to see the people I love smiling, and it's nice that I have been smiling a lot more as well. I've been on my meds for a few weeks now and everything seems to continue to move forward without any major concerns. I have noticed that my levels of anxiety have been much lower, haven't had any lows, and still haven't gone crazy. All good signs. I hope that it continues as the weeks progress. At this point I'm gearing up to head down tot Georgia for a two weeks to help my sisters with my nephews while she tends her family situation. It's going to be busy, but I am looking forward to spending time with my nephews and sister. It will also be nice to be able to see my parents, albeit for very short amount of time. I'm now tasked with finishing the list of things to do to prep for the flight on Sunday. 

I've been feeling good about everything the last few weeks. It's nice to have goals, and something worth working towards, together. Chipping away at working on myself to better ourselves. I've enjoyed my time spent as a family. Gardening, video games, basketball. it's been a nice to have a full heart. I'm going to miss you guys while I'm gone.  My main goal after my trip is to get the paperwork finished and submitted. The amount of paperwork to alter the structure of 50/50 is asinine. I guess I should thank my blessing that I'm not one of those guys is stuck filling all this court paperwork out all the time. Family court is a racketeering scheme. New meds still seem to be doing well. I notice that I am a bit groggy in the morning when I wake up. case in point, this morning, I poured my hot water into my creamer instead of into the french press.....