first time back

Yesterday was certainly a long day at work, with not a whole lot to do. Last night, however, was a lot of fun. Once work was done for the day I took care of the dog and then packed up and went over to her house for my date with the boys. It was a little weird rolling up to the house and I felt a little uneasy because I wasn't sure what to expect when I got there. I wasn't sure what was going to happen with her family when they saw me over there. I know she gave them heads up, but I was still apprehensive. Doggos was with me, and he was happy to be sniffing and running around the with other dogs. Surprisingly, not a whole lot was mentioned, Her sister did make a comment about the dog, but, if that's all the backlash that I received for the night then it was alright by me. The boys were really happy to see me, and were eager to have me come upstairs to play video games with them. I was eager to crack dad jokes and and learn all about Minecraft and Super Mario deluxe. I can't believe how much they changed in a fairly short amount of time. Not only growth wise, but maturity wise as well. It was really a great thing to see. You're doing a great job with them. 

They were both chatty and excited to see me, I got quite a few hugs from the little one followed by "I missed you so much" each time. This melted my heart. I missed them too. I'm so glad the connection with the boys is still there. They are great kids and I am glad to have them in my life. I'm honored to be dad. Once we were well into our adventure with Super Mario Brothers Deluxe it was time for supper. I hadn't eaten before I  came over, nor was I expecting to eat at your place. to my surprise, when I came down she had fixed me a plate of mac n cheese, dino nuggets, and carrots. That was super sweet. I got to eat with my family again. Another full bucket experience. I was taken back a bit more when the little one asked me if I could say grace, and that you let me say it. As awkward as it was for me to do that, especially in a house that's not mine, was an honor. I took it as the first step at leading my family into something with this second chance I have been blessed with. I would like to make that a tradition moving forward. To top it off I even got to have some of the oldest's left over birthday cake. I know she wasn't specifically saving it for me, but I can pretend that she was. 

After supper it was back to Mario brothers. We never made it to the boss in the land that we were in at that moment, but that's okay. we had a fun time stealing each others power-ups, accidently killing each other and then all sighing when it was time for bed. Another melt your heart moment was about to take place. Both boys wanted me to stay the night, and each of them brought me one of their blankets in the event that I chose to stay. Those boys are so sweet. I'm sure they were bummed that I had to head back to the house last night. Not because I didn't want to stay, because believe me, I did. I wanted to so badly spend the night with her. But I chose not to out of respect for her parents. 

Once the kids went to bed we got to spend some alone time together. We sat down and spent some time creating a list of things that need to happen within the time span that we have to work with. I thought it was a pretty good list. I was also able to give you your foot rub that I told you that i would give you. it was nice to see you relax for a little bit. This followed by some snuggle time, and tender kisses before I headed back to the house. Overall it was a good night. I was very happy that it happened. I was happy.