What I want in life

Now that I have a clear head and am awake, I took some time to think about the things that I want in my life. I don't know if all these things will happen, but It's a list of things I really want. Things that sit in my heart. These are all things that I can envision when I close my eyes.  I try to keep names  out of my posts, so some of these things may be a bit genericized, but who knows, maybe you still read this thing........

Things that I want in life:

-You and the boys. The five us us under one roof

-I want to be a supportive partner

-I want to be a supportive father to all the kids

-I want to have fun & be more carefree

-Happy & Healthy (including healing traumas)

-Develop a house that's safe & full of love

-Do well in my career / Success

-Continue to do the record shop

-Travel out of the country at some point

-Continue to grow personally, mentally, spiritually

- Be a man with Integrity & teach the boys to live to that code

- Volunteer in the community at some point (the elderly?)

- Continue to grow and be more comfortable in my sexual life

-To be more present

- Have a back yard of kids playing 

-Grow old with the one that I love